My brain is broken. I try to remember all the moments with the kids, all the cute little things, but they are leaving my brain. I can remember the now, which is something I guess. The other day Facebook popped up a post I had done from a year ago and it was Isaac with "Kevin" - he couldn't say "penguin". I remember that he did that when I saw the post, but I had forgotten it. And as much as I try while sitting here, I can't actually hear how he said it in my head.
Forgetting anything about my family makes me sad.
And I will forget. I know that. Doesn't mean I'm happy about it.
I will miss the moments how the kids were, but I love how they are now. I want it all.
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