I was shocked to hear the news the other day of the school shooting. I know what's happened. I've read the stories. I feel that I've blocked it out. I've tried not to think about it. It's such a nightmare that I don't want to open myself emotionally to it. It's like I know that I'm at a great height and would poop my pants if I looked down. But that's not going to help the situation so I'm just not going to look down. I know that I am protecting myself from it, from feeling. But I feel guilty about not feeling (if that makes any sense).
It's just a nightmare.
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