My Nightmare Scenario

I was talking to my former boss today (works 2 cube over) and he was mentioning that he sold his lawn equipment when he moved. Being away for 9 months and he gone on an acting for 12 months for a total of like 17 months where I didn't work with him meant I didn't have close tabs on him. So I said "Oh, you moved?" to which he replied "Oh, you didn't know? Ya, I did when me and (my ex-wife) split up".

He was cool with how things are ("it just happens sometimes") but it was a bit of a shock to me.

Currently I have 5 nightmare scenarios:

• Something happens to our marriage
• Something that happens to Laura
• Something that happens to Alice
• Something that happens to Isaac
• Something that happens to Lucy

It fills me with despair if I think of any of those happening. I can't help it, it just does.

I don't think that marriage is easy. It's something that I try to work at and hopefully not screw up too bad, too often. It makes me happy. It's been 10 years and 14 years together.

It's been a very good 14 years.