I bought another pile of books today... good books. Things that I know will distract me when I should be doing other things. But I figure pretty soon I'll be riding the bus into work all the time and will have an hour to kill each day. I just hope that I can control myself enough not to read them too much while I should be studying like mad for my exams. I think that I know what I want to do when I retire... Read. Spend my time just reading and thinking. Hey, if I could figure out a job like that I would probably take that, but I don't think that I could. To get a good head start on that, I am at the wrong end of campus. Go figure.
For my business course this semester, we had do an interview with someone who
owned or operated a small business. One of the questions that I asked was if
you were to do it again, would you do anything different?. The answer sort
of surprised me. Most of it. I sort of feel that way right now too. Most
of it, if not all. I can see how all of those sci-fi shows had people's personal
hells where they did the same day over and over again, not really able to change
anything. Imagine having to re-do your whole life over and over without being
able to change it, being inside of yourself screaming at yourself when
you are about to make mistakes, and not being able to change them anyways.
Somehow, I know what this would be like. Screaming.
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